I am fond of writing many sentences. Because I think many sentences are better than a few sentences. And I do really think that many sentences catches attention to the people.
I like language. I like writing letters. I like writing since I was a kid. I wrote love letters for my parents when I was small. But I didnt give it to them. Because I have reasons.
I'm childish, outside. I am acting childish. Why? Because I want people to laugh and be friends with me. I want close friend. But I dont know what close friend really means.
I have many friends since I was a kid. There are many people who care for me, I know. But sometimes, I get the feeling of being alone. Maybe, this is because of my emotional growth stage?
I'm acting childishly when I was a kid. But I think, originally, I wasn't childish.
During my toddler years, I always observed my mother. How she acted and how she talked to her friends. My mother always acted funny and amusing. She was like a clown for me. My mother is silly. Her friends would always laugh hardly whenever she cracks a joke or tell some stories with humor. My mother is humorous. I thought that was weird.
When I was small, I hated to show respect to my mother's friends. Because I thought they were weird people. Her friends vaccinized me. Meaning, I got an injection. I hated injections because it's painful.
My first memory was when I was 8 months old. I didn't actually remember how old was I when I realized that I was not color blind anymore. My first memory was, I think, I vomitted when I ate spaghetti. So from that time on, I promised that I will never eat spaghetti again. But now, I like spaghetti.
In my childhood, I really hated to be called as 'lady'. I thought people were trying to destroy my life as an innocent kid. I was 7 years old when they started to call me 'lady'. I hated it. And then, my brother began to tease me with that word. I really hated it. People were trying to insist that I was really a lady when I am actually not. I thought all the people were evil. My mother told me that it's all a joke and they're just teasing me. But, I couldn't accept such jokes. I hate jokes like that.
So, to make those evil people stop teasing me, I acted childishly like a baby. I thought that would make them shut up. But they're just hard as the stone.
I am a person who nearly denies everything about herself. I want to become baby forever. But that's 100% impossible.
But now, I want to change my self. My thinking. my actions and so many more bad things about me. I have to transform as soon as possible. I only have 2 years to transform... so I think I shall try my very best.
I had wanted to talk about my self more to my real world friends. But it seems that, everyone's busy and I think I don't have close friends in real world. So it's difficult for me to be at ease.
I, really want to thank to the people who read this. 100x thanks a lot! Good night! Sweet dreams!
I like language. I like writing letters. I like writing since I was a kid. I wrote love letters for my parents when I was small. But I didnt give it to them. Because I have reasons.
I'm childish, outside. I am acting childish. Why? Because I want people to laugh and be friends with me. I want close friend. But I dont know what close friend really means.
I have many friends since I was a kid. There are many people who care for me, I know. But sometimes, I get the feeling of being alone. Maybe, this is because of my emotional growth stage?
I'm acting childishly when I was a kid. But I think, originally, I wasn't childish.
During my toddler years, I always observed my mother. How she acted and how she talked to her friends. My mother always acted funny and amusing. She was like a clown for me. My mother is silly. Her friends would always laugh hardly whenever she cracks a joke or tell some stories with humor. My mother is humorous. I thought that was weird.
When I was small, I hated to show respect to my mother's friends. Because I thought they were weird people. Her friends vaccinized me. Meaning, I got an injection. I hated injections because it's painful.
My first memory was when I was 8 months old. I didn't actually remember how old was I when I realized that I was not color blind anymore. My first memory was, I think, I vomitted when I ate spaghetti. So from that time on, I promised that I will never eat spaghetti again. But now, I like spaghetti.
In my childhood, I really hated to be called as 'lady'. I thought people were trying to destroy my life as an innocent kid. I was 7 years old when they started to call me 'lady'. I hated it. And then, my brother began to tease me with that word. I really hated it. People were trying to insist that I was really a lady when I am actually not. I thought all the people were evil. My mother told me that it's all a joke and they're just teasing me. But, I couldn't accept such jokes. I hate jokes like that.
So, to make those evil people stop teasing me, I acted childishly like a baby. I thought that would make them shut up. But they're just hard as the stone.
I am a person who nearly denies everything about herself. I want to become baby forever. But that's 100% impossible.
But now, I want to change my self. My thinking. my actions and so many more bad things about me. I have to transform as soon as possible. I only have 2 years to transform... so I think I shall try my very best.
I had wanted to talk about my self more to my real world friends. But it seems that, everyone's busy and I think I don't have close friends in real world. So it's difficult for me to be at ease.
I, really want to thank to the people who read this. 100x thanks a lot! Good night! Sweet dreams!
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