2/10/13

One internet friend who is younger and who is one of my good friends has gone already without my immediate notice.

Already, this friend changed.
Probably, he changed from being internet addict and anime addict.
I'm happy for him.
I wish him good things happen in his life outside really.

Even though he broke the agreement, still I'm happy for him.

May he be able to pursue his studies and do his best and never mind about the things that distract his concentration.
I'll always be cheering him up. Though he can't hear me and can't read my messages anymore, I'll always remember him and be cheering him up by heart to heart.

I'm happy to have met him.
Thanks for the time you spent with me, really. You made a difference in my life. Your story, the things you said, your presence helped me. Thanks a lot, "Satou-kun". Somehow, you saved me.

Learn it while it is still early

I remember this classmate of mine, a boy, who is annoying. His name is Davis. He sometimes asks me to let him borrow my things like ball pen because he doesn't have any.
Everytime he asks me that, My mind always says "WTF are U here in school without even bringing important materials?"

He insists to let him borrow my ball pen, sometimes scotch tape, sometimes a sheet of paper, sometimes pencil.

"Please Frey... plsssssss.... plssss...Please Frey!"

and sometimes

"Please Ding.... plsssss... Please Ding!"

Whenever I'm about to say NO, he tries to convince me by giving wink to me. I'm not affected by his wink at all. His charm wouldn't work for me because his face is funny. He also moves like a drunkard having sleepy eyes, tired face.
Sometimes, his lips would slowly become like an octopus's when he faces me. How funny.

Just hearing him asking me to let him borrow my things make my inner self laugh. But I try not to let him see me laughing.

It's okay for me to let him borrow my things but not always. I want him to learn to try to be independent and not always rely on friends. I want him to learn to MOVE alone to satisfy his needs. It's because in the future, he'll never know he might be alone. So he needs to learn how to achieve this certain thing with his own capabilities and hard work at an early age.

It would be such a pity if he keeps on borrowing things from the same person when he grows up. The person will get annoyed and try to avoid him--unless if the person loves him.

By the way, his face reminds me the kid in the music video OPPA GANGNAM STYLE.

Felt sick

Since few days ago, it has been cloudy. I couldn't see blue sky. It is all covered with clouds. It's quite cold.

Yesterday, I wasn't feeling well. It started at around 10 AM. I became physically tired. My back hurt. I thought it needed to be massaged. Also my stomach hurt. Eyes and mind too. I was about to have a fever.

I think this is not about girl thing. I think it is because we travelled theough the mountains so we were like going up and down. Moreover, my father drove fast so made me dizzy. I wanted to vomit but I couldn't vomit.

Yesterday night I wished that God would heal me. It was my Christmas wish.
And after few hours, it has been healed already. I was wide awake. I got out from my room and of corz-- i immediately used the PC. I felt I was energized again.

friend

Life...

always there're ups and downs.

State of being happy is limited.

Only occurs for a certain amount of time and stops.

But that doesnt mean sadness is unlimited.

It is also the same as happiness.

Only occurs for a certain amount of time and stops.

But we tend to perceive sadness occurs longer than happiness.


Now, I'm a little bit sad for the fact that my friend is sad.
I want to help him. But sadly I can't help him so much.
I can listen to him. But until there only.
I can't help him.

But I do hope my presence makes him less hopeless.

Need to Improve Japanese Speaking!

A few days ago, I was asked by the teacher incharge to evaluate the worksheets from WAO company. While I was writing, my teacher shared something to me.
She said that next year, there will be a boy transferee from Japan who is 17 years old. The teacher was thinking of me since she thinks I know how to speak Japanese. The transferee will be staying in the school for 2 years and he must graduate.

I think what she wants to say is I should help him understand the lessons.

If it's going to be so, I have to improve my Japanese starting now! I need to speak Japanese a lot and my brain should be 1/4 Japanese. Of course, English should take 1/2 of my brain and my national language should also be 1/4 of my brain. So my goal is to learn Japanese as to how much I've learned my national languiage. I know it's going to be a challenge for me because I also have many thing to do just like studying other subjects but I know it's going to be for the betterment anyway. Learning Japanese is not a problem for me because I think I am enthusiastic to learn Japanese so just adapting the language will be a bit easy.

If I notice that my Japanese is getting improved, I'd be really happy for what I have achieved.

Cleaning

Aftern some time I arrived at home, I cleaned the things on the desk because it was dirty. It hasn't been cleaned for a long time that's why spider web was there. ><

I bought new things from the department store again.

Now I have many things.

Coffee to keep me awake

A few days ago, I had been drinking coffee each night to make myself alert and not sleepy so that I can do and finish my homeworks and study.

By the way, the coffee is cold. I like cold coffee.

For me, the cans of coffee below are effective. The coffee kept me awake and I finished my homeworks.

I drank 5 cans of coffee. Coffee from Nestle and coffee from Pokka. It's tasty as coffee.